An (Embarrassing) Open Secret

I have IBS or Irritable Bowel Syndrome, most people equate IBS with diarrhea all ready but that’s not always the case- however, I do have IBS with diarrhea which means that I have to know where every bathroom is at all times. You know just in case dinner was hot wings with a liter of…

Is it Loud in Here or is it Just Me?

I talk a lot about my chronic illnesses and disabilities because I think it’s important and it’s a part of my life as much as rude customers and getting cut off on the freeway is. But one of the many inconveniences I don’t always talk about is sensory sensitivities. It doesn’t happen often, but there…

This is Your Brain on Negativity

SO. Part of my charm is that I’m an asshole, not a physical one sadly, but one of those ‘say what they mean’ kind of assholes. Back in my youth this would have been called being ‘blunt’ or ‘honest’, but we know the truth now; we’re just assholes. Some people like this aspect of my…

The Little Therapist (A Brief Account)

This is gonna be a weird one kids, strap in cause were going on an existential ride in to the caverns of my mind! Put your hands up! DO IT! PUT YOUR GOD DAMN HANDS UP!   I’ve probably needed to see a therapist since I was 10 or 11 years old, I was in anger management…

Visible Invisibility

  These two photos were taken today, the lighter colored one was taking at 5am, the other one just about an hour ago. Migraines are generally whats called an “Invisible Illness” basically your sick but you don’t exactly look sick. Sometimes however certain symptoms can make your invisible illness very very visible. What’s going on here is that…

Canna-what?!

I smoke cannabis. Unlike most of my generation I didn’t even try it until I was about twenty seven. It wasn’t as if I didn’t have access to it, because I sure as shit had access to it; not just at home but also at school. I was offered weed as early as eight years…